23.11.07

Not a bad day today. Went to Wollongong to have lunch with Liana and see my psychiatrist.

Had crepes for lunch which were VERY yummy!

Liana is good, madly getting organised for Christmas as they are spending it in Darwin with family.

Dr D has decided to drop my zyprexa levels a bit as I am feeling very little atm. With all of the crap I am going through at the moment, I should be feeling something, grieving etc, but all I feel is numb.

Academically I know I am going to miss my kids, but I haven't cried or anything. They mean so much to me and yet I can't feel anything about them leaving. This is so FRUSTRATING.

Hopefully I will start to feel better (worse) in the next couple of days as the meds kick in.

I got home today to ask if Lynton was coming over this weekend to help move furniture around. I really want to get settled in the granny flat and start moving on with life in some ways. Mum had said that she would organise Lynton to come over this weekend to help dad with furniture. But, of course, mum hasn't done that and now Lynton is busy this weekend. I knew I shouldn't get my hopes up...

Had dinner and watched Ladies in Lavender. Take my advice and don't waste your time. Despite the great actors that were cast in it, the plot was slow and almost pointless.

So that's it for me today. I still haven't heard about my hospital admission. But at least I will be able to fix up my MBP payments tomorrow. Pay day! Yay.