OK so it has been over a week since my last post - Sorry!

I had the kids down for the week last week. It was great. They were well behaved most of the time! We went and saw movies, wandered around town, did craft together, played together, visited friends. It was generally a very good time. I was so proud of them. They seemed to take the visit in their stride. I have no idea how they are handling the rest of their holidays though - Steve doesn't really pass on a whole lot of information.

I miss them so much now that they are gone. Caleb's cuddles are the best. Hannah and Leah were so happy to spend time with me. It was so precious!

On the more sombre side, things have taken a turn for the worst between Steve and I. Not long after I had decided that I was going to move to Tamworth at the end of the year and move back in with Steve, he decided that he wasn't sure that he wanted to be in a relationship with someone with a mental illness. He wanted to take his time in making that decision and he finalised it today.

We're not getting back together.

It is sad in some ways, I will always love him. But I guess it is time to move on now. This is the end of the chapter, and there is another one just beginning. Now I have so many options to consider. Do I move to Tamworth? Do I stay in Nowra? Do I move to Canberra?

Whatever happens, I am not going to be making any major changes to my life until the end of this year. But there are a few things to ponder.... do I continue along the child care track or do I dust of my voice and consider auditioning for uni to seriously study voice?

Hmmm. Will get back to you on that...